Holy guacamole I was finally feeling the urge to write and things here have changed. I couldn’t remember my name or my password and was a bit afraid I would lock myself out. Can’t begin to count the times I have done that lately with other sites. Of course it has been many many months since I last wrote, and my brain seems to forget things if I don’t use them daily. Sometimes it even forgets things I do daily. Sometimes I forget what I did five minutes ago, but oh well. That is my life.
Ironically I came here with the notion to quickly write about all the changes going on in my life. I have really managed to step in it big time this go ’round. Quite by accident, on a whim, and ok maybe because I am no longer feeling the love at work. I decided to jump into the deep end and sink or swim.
Fifty-three years old and I will be a first time college freshman come June 1st. Yup I enrolled in a local community college. Feeling a bit of panic, a whole lot of doubt, and a great deal of excitement at what this may bring for the future. I’m not quite ready to give up my school bus license completely so going for an associate degree gives me some time to branch out while still hanging on to my life-preserver school bus certificate.
I’m tired of telling myself things will get better while I keep doing the same thing day after day. They are not getting better but I continue to get older. Time to get out of the kiddie pool and swim with the adults.
Time to make some changes.