So I know I constantly procrastinate when it comes to writing here. I come up with some great posts while I’m laying in bed at night, or driving my bus, or doing just about everything but sitting here typing. When I sit with the laptop all ready and some free time I just draw a complete blank most of the time. Sometimes I type my ass off and then find I have to go do something else, like return to work. I think what I wrote something really great and when I re-read it, it sounds horrible so I never publish. Then of course I never come back to it.
Tonight as I sit here I realize I need to go to bed. It’s 8:00 p.m. and it has been an extremely long stormy day. I’m exhausted and still have one more day to go. Should be a piece of cake considering we have had like one full week of work since January 1st, but these short weeks are always so much longer. Besides my husband just came out and put the tv on and now I can’t concentrate.
How long does it take to write here? I’m not trying to write the next great novel, just a short blog post. I already made the decision that I was going to spend this year writing for me not anyone else, but I still can’t get it done. I spend so much time worrying I sound like a total numb nut that I’m afraid to hit publish.
Not tonight though. Tonight I have spent a total of fifteen minutes coming up with this and after I spell check I am going to hit publish. Maybe it might even make some sense.