I haven’t written in a week because my mood has pretty much been in the toilet. I could have come here to whine, moan, and complain, but why put you through what I put everyone else through?
Frustration set in around Tuesday and that soon turned to aggravation. Add a blizzard to the mix and it became the perfect storm.
So why am I here now you ask? Because I had to post for Postaweek. I made a commitment to do it and it is important to me to keep at it. My vision letter has me sitting on a deck/patio/porch enjoying a beautiful day. A cool drink in my hand, a warm breeze bringing the scent of honeysuckle with it. I need this vision right now. I need to have something to look forward to. Something to work towards.
By Sunday night I want to have a rough rough draft of Forest Princess done. It doesn’t need to be perfect, but it needs to be done enough to have someone read and follow the story.
I know I am putting pressure on myself, but I’m not looking at it that way. Instead I have decided to give myself a challenge. Block out all the bad stuff and only let positive thoughts stay. Get my story written and start next week knowing I am one step closer to that warm breeze and cool drink.