I have never been able to write every time I have felt the need. I’m usually not sitting at the computer at those times. Other times I sit at the computer and have a big DUH look on my face. The time is there, but the words just won’t come.
These things tend to leave posts hurried and sporadic. Thoughts don’t follow through and I feel like I jump from subject to subject. I don’t even publish the worst ones. They sit in my draft folder until I either delete or rewrite.
Now I am faced with another road block. The internet was shut off at my house. With only one of us working, the $50 a month needs to go towards food, or gas for the car, or the mortgage. That means I have to post while I’m babysitting at my daughter’s or come to work. Both places have wireless; however I am usually occupied with other things while I am here. (I’m currently at work)
Losing the internet has caused a bit of withdrawals, but not as bad as when I told them to shut it off a couple of months ago. Both my husband and myself went through such serious DT’s that I had to take money from one bill to pay just to have it put back on. I won’t do it this time. I am going to live without it until I know we can afford it.
What this means is I will have a hard time writing here and I will fall very far behind when it comes to reading everyone else. Please accept my apologies. I will catch up as often as I can. Until the time comes when I again join the internet community full-time I will work on my story and get back to reading real paper books. I have fallen so far behind my goal for this year.
So farewell for a little while. I hope to be back soon.